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[thedevilsworkisneverdone]

For nonsense.

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[ricochetingbullets]

Try? There's no point in me trying, not when I can't miraculously make myself feel guilt about what I've done. I've given up trying to force myself to see something I'm physically incapable of.

[thedevilsworkisneverdone]

For someone who is getting so invested in my fucking life, it's a little difficult for me to reckon with the idea that you have no interest in assessing the damage you've caused.

[ricochetingbullets]

What do you want me to do then? Try to make amends? Balance out the scale? We both know there's nothing that makes up for taking a life. Not even saving another.

[thedevilsworkisneverdone]

So because it's hard, because it's a difficult thing to try to make amends for, it's not worth doing to you.

[ricochetingbullets]

I didn't say that. I'm saying what's the point of trying when balancing out what I did is an exercise in futility.

[thedevilsworkisneverdone]

Did it ever occur to you that sometimes things are worth doing even if you don't get a reward in the end?

[ricochetingbullets]

No. What's the point?

[thedevilsworkisneverdone]

Not everything in the fucking world is transactional.

[ricochetingbullets]

Not for someone like me.

[thedevilsworkisneverdone]

Then figure it the fuck out, Dex, and actually try.

[ricochetingbullets]

I'll get back to you once I do.

[thedevilsworkisneverdone]

Please do.